Because these entries have been archieved the most recent ones are at the bottom.
2nd May
Some time after 10:15am
I'm currently in double French but we've been given a double revision period so I did a little French (I did history last period) now I'm doing English. I'm memorising a poem by Norman MacCaig called Novermber Night, Edinburgh. I already memorised it for the pre-lims but now I have to re-remember it for the actual exam. That and Stopping by Woods on a Snowy Evening by Robert Frost.
Still 2nd May
11:20am
Well Robert Frost is now well and truly re-memberised. Now I'm going to have to do Stopping by Woods on a Snowy Evening. I'm a little unsure about doing two poems at the same time so I might wait, otherwise it'll turn into November Night, on a Snowy Evening! Should be interesting to do an essay on that.
Must speak to Mr L about borrowing my pre-lim essays because I need to bullet point them. I'm part way through doing the Revelation (by Liz Lochead) essay in bullet form.
By the time I'm done I'd like nothing more than to bullet point the damn things to pieces
Should probably concentrate on history but I'll do that this weekend. The fact that we've done absolutely NO work in Mr K's class so I know nothing about the Weimar Republic, German Nationalism or Bismarck and the real exam is on the 20th.
Roddie is currently reading my past journal entries and it would appear that we are no longer working in silence which is good.
Roddie is making fun of the fact that when I write 'o' clock it look's like my O has rabbit ears! Dar!
Have made a decision in absolute Pesiftocation that I am not going to do any more revision until after school as it's highly likely we'll be expected to work in Business Management and English and we never work last thing on a Friday in History. Unless we have Mrs N. And even then we don't do much.
I kind of hope we're in Mrs N's class today, it's more relaxing than Mr K's.
Well Roddie just finished reading my 6 A4, handwritten pages of journal and I think he liked them. I appear to have inspired him to start his own.
Hah! How Pesiftocated am I. Caitlin Tily - Trend Setter! Go Me!
He's even borrowing my Green-Blue pen to write it with.
Green-Blue because the outside is Green but the ink is Blue! Makes sense!
I shall abduct his notebook later, or trade it for this page of Journal. However meanwhile I shall describe the strange occurance yesterday in the bay. Down in town a bunch of people -
Not me
- saw a bunch of Dolphins -
Or Porpoises
- which moved right round the bay from one end of town to the other -
In the water obviously!
- some were even jumping out of the water and one of my Dad's friends even counted eight -
But someone else counted 16!
- Well that's just about it. I guess it was nice for any tourists who were over for the Jazz Festival.
Jazz and Dolphins - what a combination!
Uh Oh! Roddie wants to trade notebooks!
Well his was short, ha! But informative. And I'm also not the Trend Setter I though I was as it's his second attempt at a web journal.
The bell is actually going to go in like 15 minutes so as it is so pointless to start actual revision right now I'll continue with this and in Roddie's own words 'Try to look revisiony'
Ooh... I like that.
He made fun of my Rabbit-O's nd he also stole my inner monologue idea -
Cheek
But his have stars around them so I'll not complain - too much.
Business Management in Ten Minutes. That means Actual Work. I'm too tired for this. Did have cup of tea in the library just under an hour ago.
Most Pesiftocated
However this means that it should start to take effect on me soon in that strange way that tea does.
This stuff is caffeine free but that won't stop me.
Will pack up in a minute. Then I can talk again Roddie's still writing. Just a thought, if someone writes a diary they are called a diarist, this is a journal, does that make me a Journalist?
Roddie was saying that we should link the journals together -
He was also talking about the weather though!
IN HIS JOURNAL!!!
- He doesn't know I'm way ahead of him.
MWAH HA HA HA!!!
Still 2nd May
2:15pm
In English, looking at the Iain Crichton Smith short story called Home. Everyone is approaching the story very quietly which means that only Mr L is speaking. Also no one is really writing which means that I'm drawing attention to myself.
I have nothing against this story, it's just that it's getting quite close to the exams to start concentrating on anything new. However it does cover a lot of points which could be used in our essay paper.
It covers racism, belonging and it has a lot of colour used in telling the story.
Damn, must actually do some work now. On second thoughts, will not in fact do work. Will in the library and do this, even though I have no apparent reason to do so as I have nothing to write about. Today I did surpass myself as I actually asked for something from a teacher.
Now that sounds kind of dodgy
I did actually ask for my English Pre-lim papers. And I got them.
6th May
11:25am
Am currently in Business Management, once again trying to look revisiony. Since I haven't written in here since Friday I should probably re-cap everyone on what's happened this weekend.
Friday
I did in fact stay in the library and I didn't go to my History class -
but I did do history work on the computer
Then Roddie and I went to the local wine shop to buy lottery tickets. On the way there we had a very in depth discussion -
for no apparent reason
- regarding the sentence structure of Yoda's sentences.
Yes! I do mean the freaky little green dude in Star Wars
So we decided that the language we are developing (Cairotak) in our English lessons -
LONG story, don't ask
- should follow a similar sentence structure. We then proceeded to translate the first five or so lines of the Elephant Love Song Medley from Moulin Rouge into this strange form.
But wait - there's more
As we walked down the road we even attempted to sing the newly arranged lines of song!
It was Friday - OKAY!!!
Anyway, then lottery tickets to buy we went! I carefully picked the numbers 2, 9, 22, 25, 38 and 48, for the following reasons; 2 - Two Men in the Fellowship, Two towers, Two trees... 9 - Nine members of the Fellowship, Nine for the Mortal Men doomed to die, and so Nine Nazgûl and also September is the Nineth month... 22 - the day of Bilbo and Frodo's birthday... 25 - the day the Fellowship left Rivendell... 38 - No real reason, it just seemed like a nice hobbity number... 48 - the closest I could get to 50 which was Frodo's age when he left the Shire.
Saturday
It was the Jazz Festival so I anticipated spending all day down the shop listening to the very apt choice of my Chicago soundtrack and doing very little business. Anyway things were pretty slow and so when Roddie brought back the CD he borrowed he stayed to keep me company while he waited for the ferry. So we were just talking when these three English guys came in and instead of asking me (I was sat in the computer chair - in front of the computer) they asked Roddie (who was stood beside me) and even after Roddie pointed out that I was the one that they wanted to talk to, the guy just glanced at me and carried on going! I was so annoyed!
Also in other news did not win the lottery despite the fact that Dad had even gone so far as to buy three lucky dips when we were in Safeway that day. I did get one number on each ticket though...
And so cometh we to
Sunday
when I did very little. Was expected to do the washing up though, which I did. Spent most of the day watching Roots but on the night I looked up my dog-eared copy of The Lord of the Rings. It would appear that my copy was published in 1983 but the picture on the front wasn't produced until 1984.
Spooky!
7th May
10:10am
Yesterday I never actually got as far as saying what happened on either Monday or Tuesday.
Monday
Monday there was no school (Bank Holiday) so I spent the best part of the day revising for the test which I had on Tuesday. I did plenty of revision and I memorised everything that I needed to know for the Liberal Reforms Essay (1906-1914) but just couldn't get the stuff on the Growth of Nationalism in Germany 1815-1848. So in the end I gave up.
Tuesday
Was fairly confident about the whole Liberal Reforms thing but didn't have a clue about the Germany stuff -
mainly because my notes didn't make sense
Luckily for me the teacher setting the Germany essay wasn't there so while we were expected to do the Liberal work we didn't have to do the Germany one. Then Jennifer let me copy her Germany notes which made far more sense than mine. So I had an extra day to revise. That evening when I got home from school I went on the internet. It would seem that I'm not the only who who the people at Council of Elrond have pissed off. Somone on there had made the suggestion of introducing a foreign languages section and while I see the site's point that maybe it would be harder to moderate, it would be a good idea. However I can also understand her reaction, the response that they sent her was -
In my opinion
- a little unsavoury. It was as if despite the posts about planning to translate parts of the site into foreign languages it was not a site for those who did not speak English.
Anyway, after that I went onto some other - smaller but friendlier - Lord of the Rings sites. In fact I enjoyed looking at them more than I enjoyed looking at the Council of Elrond site.
So onto today
Again I went to school expecting to do my test on the Growth of Nationalism but still no Mr K and Mrs N was off having her scan today. We almost ended up with an English teacher -
Mrs T?
- but instead ended up with the infamous Mr H.
I'm now in German and I have been for the past twenty minutes. It's break next and I've also got double English, but because of the exams they've moved our lunch break to 12:05 til 1:00 which means that our double English lesson sits either side of the lunch break.
Just as German will on Monday
Personally I think that it's great because it means I have just enough time to recover from one lesson before I have another one and French. The fact that the lunch break had changed slipped my mind and I totally forgot to tell Dad. I don't think he really believed me at first and thought I was just skiving. I think he believes me now...
I got a text message at about half past nine last night from Robyn.
Boy was she mad!
Apparently they had just killed someone else off in Holby City. I won't find out what happened until tonight because Scotland has a time delay between England so it takes a day for the programmes I want to get here.
And also because the BBC likes to make us wait...
Still 7th May
11:50am
Lunch is in just ten minutes but we should actually go at 12:05, should actually be writing my English essay but I don't see why we should be expected to do all this new stuff so close to the exam.
Unless there's something he's not telling us...
However Roddie says it's due to a complete lack of organisation. I must say I'd be tempted to agree with him.
Have been invited to a little senior get-together in the library after school. I've been promised Red Bush -
So I'm definitely there.
It's weird the way that this journal changes depending on where I'm writing it. If I'm on my own even I think it's dull.
Earlier on we were discussing surrogate children as back-up plans. It's good to plan for the future. Nice to know we're organised...
Unlike some people...
8th May
10:15am
Am in the middle of double Business Management. But we're taking a break. Have actually started typing some of these entries up. I've done the whole of April and now I'm onto May.
Had a very interesting dream last night. I was living in this really big old house with two guys and a baby and one of the guys got me an acting job. So I went off to film something at another big old house and I was working with one of the guys from Lord of the Rings.
I won't say who, but it wasn't Orlando Bloom!
Anyway, he liked the baby -
Who was there for some reason
- then the filming finished and I went back to the old house (the first one). Then all of a sudden I was in the same house and there were two more babies, and I got invited to a party and there were assorted famous people there. Then Dad woke me up. I wonder what it means?
Still 8th May
11:35am
Am in French and am done revising for the History test that I should have done two days ago. I know it's going to be on today and I know I won't remember any of it!
Have received a text message from Robyn but I can't check it until after the lesson (unless Mr M leaves the room), as he doesn't like us doing stuff like that in class. The thing is we're trying to arrange her coming up in the summer, after her exams but she's just been told that after her exams she has a sixth form induction week.
So once again school gets in the way of everything
So tonight her mum or dad are supposed to phone my Dad to arrange which dates and times would be best for her to come up and go back because the sooner they book the cheaper it is. (£16 up, £6 back). Hopefully it won't mess things up too much. It'll just mean that our launch date for the site may be a little later.
Next thing it's lunch and while I have no clock
Other than the one on my phone, which I'm not allowed to get out, remember?
I'm guessing that it is in fact about twenty to or quarter to twelve. I'm really very bored and there is only so much revision I can do at school (about twenty minutes worth) before I stop taking it all in. At home on the other hand...
Has anyone else noticed that Sugarfree Polos taste like plastic?
As usual there is no sign of Roddie, he'd better be here this afternoon, we have that thing in the library that we were invited to.
Have just remembered that I have a letter to write -
Well technically it's an e-mail
Just to let someone know that we are using their idea on the website and just to check that they are okay with that. However I don't know how to word it, seeing as they are kind of an important person.
Also after discussing it with Robyn we have decided that having a foreign languages section on the site would be a good idea and so I'm going to add it onto the forum. If Council of Elrond won't do it then we will. I've also decided that I'm going to try to translate various bits of the site into French so that there is an English and French version that you can access. I'd like to have it in German too but that's too 'challenging' for me. Of course I probably won't want to do that until next summer when I actually have time.
Still 8th May
2:30pm
Today feels like a Friday... well, to be more exact today feels like last Friday. If you've read all of my other entries you will probably have worked out that I am writing this whilst sat in the library, drinking tea, as usual.
Have actually found out a little bit of trivia today, about last nights dream. The guys I was living with in my dream were Roddie and Stephen. Stephen was the one who got me the acting job. Now spookily enough, that's actually pretty similar to what he does outside of my dreams. Even though no one has ever told me this! Weird... maybe it's a premonition. Actually on second thoughts, as I'm not entirely sure where the baby came from -
well one place does spring to mind
- let's hope not...
Anyway next it's English. I'd like to stay in the library although I'm not sure if I'll be able to. I'm trying to pace myself with the tea, especially for our little soirée.
Roddie told me to say that
It would appear that my scary dream just got scarier being that the house -
seven bedrooms, geogian, bay windows...
- was virtually the exact same as the one which Roddie described as his dream house.
Spookier and Spookier!!!
9th May
9:10am
Have almost typed up all past entries so that the website will be updated this weekend complete with new journal entries. This means that tonight I will have to take down all the pages that are being updated and then re-upload the ones which have been changed.
Apparently yesterday's little after school soirée was post-poned and so it's been moved to today at break.
However no one thought to tell Roddie and I
- Methinks that they don't want us there!
We're going to go down to the library at about ten-ish, hopefully... (if Roddie is here today)... if not I won't bother going.
Last night when I got home (after walking through the woods with Patch) I went straight onto the Internet, checked my e-mail, then proceeded to Sir Ian McKellen's website where I posted a question from Robyn and I. Rather embarrassingly I did speak in the third person throughout the entire thing, I also included my little inner monologue as I do in here
I hope I don't do that in my exams
Actually that seems like just the kind of thing I would do, you know;
Therefore, I think that the Growth of Nationalism
While being very boring to learn about...
Yeah, that's going to get me an A pass...
Right now I'm just working on my English stuff. Well, still November Night, Edinburgh but Norman MacCaig. I have nothing against it but we've been doing it since January and that makes it four months of the same poem.
So why is it so hard to remember
And you can bet that there won't even be a question relating to it in the exam.
Also last night we started to make arrangement for Robyn coming up. Her parents were going to phone Dad at about seven-ish (until I found out he wouldn't be there then), so I told Robyn (via text message) to tell her parents to phone after half seven or eight 'o' clock. However my nan decided to phone her friend which meant that if anyone had tried to phone they wouldn't be able to get through. I had no credit on my phone and it was almost half past eight, Dad still wasn't back, I had no way of contacting him. Then I had a brainwave. The internet line is on a separate phone line to the rest of the house and when Dad doesn't want to be disturbed when he's making a phone call he uses that phone line. There's a really old phone in his bedroom and so while the modem is plugged into that line most of the time it is also used for faxes and surprise, surprise, the old phome. After doing some real quick thinking I plugged the phone into the socket, phoned Dad's mobile and then once I'd checked it was okay to use that phone (and it wouldn't cost Dad a bomb), then I phoned Robyn. We chatted for a while before Robyn and I each put our fathers onto the phone. So I'll either phone her tonight or tomorrow night to speak to her about coming up and so I can get my next fix of Lord of the Rings. However I think that the next time I phone Robyn I'll use the upstairs phone because that way I don't need to worry about stopping the other phone from working. However if I was to do that it would mean that I was stuck in Dad's room and I wouldn't have access to the Internet.
I'm not entirely sure what time it is. Not time to pack up yet, I'm sure. If Roddie is here hopefully we'll be able to go to the library. The seats are more comfortable there so it's easier to concentrate.
Plus the tea helps
Have just decided that I shall download some fonts off the internet for the site. I'm going to make banners on every page. Of course I'll make sure that each one fits with the theme of the page. Must also make sure that I can find some way of making my links have little pop-up bits. I've seen it done on another website but I'm not sure if I'll have to download something to make it work, but then it might trash Windows XP as it seems to be a little tempermental occasionally when you download certain things.
12th May
12:10pm
It's mad really, you'd think that at the weekends I'd have plenty of time to do this thing. But I don't, and I doubt whether I will until after the 30th. The library thing was good fun, although the food went very quickly. I did eat five of these little savoury cheese muffin things. I also helped to wash up the things from the Carnegie book group who had been there before us. So as a thank you the school librarian let me take the last of the Banoffee pie home, of course Dad ate most of it. I only left the library once on Friday!
On Saturday I was down the shop
One of the guys who also gets in the library came in - I think he was a little shocked to see me Not washing up!
Roddie came in, later than he said he would, and I let him borrow my Chicago CD, needless to say neither him nor the CD are here today. Of course I'm going to keep on trying to get hold of him because it's good background music to revise to and also I'm not planning to go to school much between now and Friday so I won't get it back 'til then (or Saturday). But I'd like it back before then.
Went to see How To Lose A Guy In 10 Days again last night
The first time I saw it was in a big screen cinema and it was Robyn, me and two other people!
It was rather busy in there last night and the film was good. Aside from the fact that I ended up with one of the songs from it stuck in my head,
At least this time my malteasers didn't melt and I wasn't bursting for the loo so much that I ran out of the screen before the end credits started to roll leaving my drink+ sweets behind so that I was parched by the end of The Two Towers!
Oh well, must get back to revision. But first, I'm going to text Roddie and warn him of the consquences of not coming in this afternoon.
19th May
2:30pm
Did my English exam on Friday. It wasn't too bad. I think that I did okay, the interp wasn't too bad -
I used the word 'emancipated'...
I did alright in the essays. I didn't get a chance to write about The Lord of the Rings but I think I wrote about A View From The Bridge quite well (a play showing a breakdown of a relationship). I also wrote about November Night, Edinburgh, in a kind of round-about way. (A poem where the point being made becomes apparent, or something like that).
So now I can forget all my poems and stuff that I learnt. I was really disappointed that I couldn't do Stopping by Woods. I could have done it for the same question as my November Night essay but I didn't think about that until it was too late. There was a question whic asked you to compare two nature poems but I didn't know another nature poem which I could have used.
the two different English ones
Now I have seven more to go and over half of them are tomorrow. I've done just about all the revision I can handle and am now watching Forces of Nature in German -
Mit Englisch Untertiteln
- Most Educational
In fact I have a horrible feeling that the German Listening essay will be on healthy eating or smoking. Those are the only two out of all the ones that we've done that I am the least confident about. History is also going to be tough. If I can write a Germany essay about Nazism I'll be set but if my only option for German is Bismarck then basically I'm screwed. I'm also not sure how well I could do with an essay on democracy. Hopefully I'm okay on the source questions, the last time I did and actual source question paper was during my pre-lims. I did make more posters to help me remember my notes,
which is why I know Nazism so well
And I also made a little time-line which stretches half-way along one bedroom wall with all the dates of Reforms and things that I have to remember. I should re-re-reread my stuff on women, democracy and the Liberal Reforms, as well as looking over my Growth of Nationalism and Failure of the Weimar Republic. I should also make a list of the things that I'm going to need to take with me tomorrow. Pens, Dad's watch, German dictionary and everything. I'm paranoid that I will forget something that I really need.
At least after tomorrow I'll have two subjects left with only three separate exams left to go through. I can actually begin painting and web designing again.